Some Kind Of Monster

Tuesday, July 8, 2008

Hmmmm. I have some time before I got to go to school. And I have nothing to do. So I shall blog.

Had BStats test yesterday....not too bad. At least my answers were the same as the imba people in my class like Su Xin,Xie Xin and Kai Xin. (Yes....3 Xin's). They are scary muggers. I am actually going to have to study for tests in order to compete against them. Shit. Very contradictory attitude I have. I want to do well but I'm too lazy to study and I get pissed off at myself when I don't do well.

Annnnnnnnnnywho, the probability of me staying back for either IT in Business project or Microecons project today is...1. Sian...I hate ITB.....its so dam boring and redundant. Why would I need to know about the different types of hackers??. ITB is a total load of rubbish. The teacher is a load of rubbish as well, forever late, surfing the Net when people were presenting part 1 of the project, no clear direction for the project(s). Load of crap I just hope to get a B or so and get it out of my way.

Out for now...if anyone still reads in the first place LOL

Unraveling the Mystery obeyed at 8:41 AM

Tuesday, July 1, 2008

UPPPPPPPPPPPDAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAATE!!!!!!!!!

And I shall start this update with a "quiz" I found on Matthew's blog (yes I am that bored)

The Rules

1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn't make sense.
4. Write the answers down, or even comment on it.

1) How are you feeling today?
Ain't Talking About Love - Van Halen
Hmm....I assume it means I ain't happy...sorta true.

2) Will you get far in life?
Light Fuse and Get Away - Dream Theater
Sounds...like dynamite. So... I trigger "bombs" and run away to be successfull? How unlike me.

3) What's your best friend's theme song?
Three Days Grace - Never Too Late
A Change of Seasons- Dream Theater
AHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA. I doubt he knows any song from Dream Theater.

4) What is the story of your life?
Where Eagles Dare - Iron Maiden
Where do Eagles Dare??

5) What was high school like?
Phantom of The Opera - Iron Maiden
Thats...no link. Secondary School wasn't scary...unless you cont all the Sirs I faced when I was sec 1 in Scouts.

6) How can you get ahead in life?
Dirty Movies- Van Halen
Not sure exactly.....how Dirty Movies will help me get ahead in life.......can't really get them or bribe people in Singapore huh?

7) What is the best thing about your friends?
I Walk Beside You- Dream Theater
AHAHAHHAHA Finally a song with a link. Yeah I would like to think that my friennds would walk beside me no matter what. One of my favourite songs.

There's story in your eyes
I can see the hurt behind your smile
For every sign I recognize
Another one escapes me

Let me know what plagues your mind
Let me be the one to know you best
Be the one to hold you up
When you feel like you re sinking

Tell me once again
What's beneath the pain you re feeling
Don't abandon me
Or think you can't be saved

I walk beside you
Wherever you re
Whatever it takes
No matter how far
Through all the may come
And all that may go
I walk beside you
I walk beside you

Summon up your ghost from me
Rest your tired thoughts upon my hands
Step inside this sacred place
When all your dreams seem broken

Resonate inside this temple
Let me be the one who understands
Be the one to carry you
When you can walk no further

Tell me once again
What's below the surface bleeding
If you've lost your way,
I will take you there

I walk beside you
Wherever you re
Whatever it takes
No matter how far
Through all the may come
And all that may go
I walk beside you
I walk beside you

Oh, where everything is wrong
Oh, where hopelessness surrounds you
Oh, the sun will rise again
The tide you swim against
Will carry you back home
So don't give up
Don't give in

I walk beside you
Wherever you re
Whatever it takes
No matter how far
Through all that may come
And all that may go
I walk beside you
I walk beside you

8) Describe your grandparents.
Good Enough- Van Halen
Er.... I guess so? Never knew my Grandfathers

9) How's your life going?
That Girl- Iron Maiden
My life is going towards that girl??? Cool....if it really happens I guess

10) What will be played at my funeral?
A Tout Le Monde - Megadeth
Muahahaha COOL!!!!. Always the song I wanted. Let me get you the lyrics.

À tout le monde [To all the world]
À tous mes amis [To all my friends]
Je vous aime [I love you]
Je dois partir [I have to leave]
These are the last words
I'll ever speak
And they'll set me free

So as you read this know my friends
I'd love to stay with you all
Please smile when you think of me
My body's gone that's all

Perfect no?

11) Will you have a happy life?
Into the Lungs of Hell- Megadeth
Guess not.

12) What do your friends really think of you?
The Skull Beneath the Skin- Megadeth
So...they are really trying to get to know me?? Or are they really trying to kill me?

13) Do people secretly lust after you?
Roll Over Vic Vella- Iron Maiden
Er...never listened to that song....Guess not..for question 13.

14) How can you make yourself happy?
Rejoice- U2
Er....kinda...weird huh... I make myself happy by...rejoicing??

15) Will you ever have children?
Promises- Megadeth
What promise?? Is this a promise I will have children or not?? *confused*

16) What song would you strip to?
Another Time, Another Place- U2
Hmm... besides the fact that I will never strip...I don't think this song is right for stripping.

17) What does your mom think of you?
My Last Words- Megadeth
Thats not good.

18) What is your deep, dark secret?
Lines in The Sand- Dream Theater
I dont think I do Crop Circles in the sand...

19) What is your enemy's theme song?
Flight of Icarus- Iron Maiden
I don't think I have an enemy..but if I do then the song fits because Icarus became insane because the Sun fried his brain when he flew too close to it. (either that or he died). 1 way or the other...fitting

20) What is your personality like?
Afterlife- Dream Theater
HEEEEEEEY!!! I'm not that boring am I?

21) What will be played at your wedding?
Running With The Devil- Van Halen
Why would I be running with the devil on my wedding day? I WONT MARRY THE DEVIL!!!!!!.

Hmm post seems to be getting long..Guess I'll upload pictures of the long gone BA Envoy Camp. Mostly my group....posing..not showing much of the camp itself.

Unraveling the Mystery obeyed at 10:05 PM

Monday, June 2, 2008

Ignored

This would probabely be the best word that would sum up how I think I've been treated by my ITB group, which so happens to be my "clique". Well....not anymore. Why you might ask. First reason, they speak Chinese. Yes it seems racist but hear me out. They speak Chinese...all the time,wether or not I'm around them. Yes they are capable of speaking English, but as the weeks have pass they use less and less, They are at a point of which they are just speaking in Chinese amongst themselves as if I wasnt there. So what do I do? I just sit there or walk with them, saying nothing and listening to what they are saying , understanding bits and pieces but never enough to understand completely what they are saying. Then after awhile they call me emo for not saying anything....right. Well at least I got the rest of the class to go with. Fuck them seriously. Speak Chinese if you want...but do you know how frustrating it is for someone to try to be part of the convo when he has 0 idea wtf you people are saying? No you don't......cause you are Chinese...you hang around Chinese people...who all speak Chinese...government policy of mixing and racial understanding...failing.

Well whatever....just want to say that to the air cause I didnt give them a blog address. Well its Common Test week and I had INFA on Saturday. I'm so going to get an A for that test....but 2 simply mistakes....argh...must learn not to be tricked by working days again. Next is MIEC exam, I should get an A on this as well, I quite like MIEC its quite interesting, makes you see the world just that littel bit differently.

Ok I shall dedicate this "paragraph" to respond to Ariel (be honored). Episode 2 of...horrigible incorrigible and terrible beyond words. It was as bad as 100 Jar jar Binks talking at the same time. Reasons it sucked? Your dream lover and his on-screen lover. They were horrible, cheesy and very bad actors. HC couldnt act angry,sad,emo or in love. The part of the movie in which I wanted to walk out was that stupid exchange between them. "Oh Padme." "Oh Anakin". If I could die from seeing bad acting and hearing cheesy line, I would be dead. Ok I'll admit Episode 3 was better but I think that is cause they showed less of those 2...they still gave them stupid cheesy lines though.

And yes I wrote this because I am very very very very bored.

Unraveling the Mystery obeyed at 11:58 PM

Monday, May 12, 2008

Now people... take this down. 2313 or 1113. Yes buy 4D with that cause Pinto has blogged again.

Been awhile? I guess so. This ITB project is really killing me. Its annoying especially when you can't find the price of the software that you want online, then have to go to Funan just to check out alternatives and their prices. Which is what I did today....yes I went from Clementi to City Hall just to check out some software... which I found in 10 mins... time well spent no doubt.

Now I feel so freaking lazy. Lazy to write my report on my software findings, lazy to read my lecture notes ,lazy to do my tutorial. But not lazy enough to not blog. O.o irony much?

WARNING to Liverpool losers or Arsenal or Chelskies

HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA Manchester United won the BPL AGAIN!!!. Poor Chelsea... got denied the honor of being the first team to lose the title on goal difference, instead they went ahead and drew with Bolton. Which only made them 1 of many teams to come close and fail. When Giggs came on for Scholes, I told my brother: He will score. And amazingly enough I was right. AHAAHAHAHHA better luck next year Chelsea. (Yes I left out Liverpool and Arsenal on purpose... Liverpool cause....they just suck... and Arsenal...cause....half their team is leaving and if the limitation laws comes into effect....bye bye Arsenal. Therefore they wont see the title in many many many moons and years to come.)

How long more can I take this feeling of emptiness
Will it ever be filled at all?

Unraveling the Mystery obeyed at 11:10 PM

Thursday, May 1, 2008

2 weeks or so...have passed. Quite a few things have happened. Formed a "core" group of friends.Basically my Project Work group. Went for BA Envoy interview. Hope I make it...seems quite/dam fun thought tiring. Met the absolutely CRAZIEST AND LAMEST girl I have EVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEER seen. Jesus help me on that 1.

CATS project is basically screwed... group doesnt understand...anything. Guess....I have to haul ass just to pass this module. ITB...also screwed.....project is quite gay. Rest are ok and INFA being a total bore to me. Which reminds me...I have 4 hours STRAIGHT of it tomorrow.....joy. First time a public holiday ever backfired on me. But other than ITB,CATS and INFA, modules are dam fun. Especially S&W, which for me is Wellness Programme, in other words-gym. Ngee Ann gym is freaking great, freaking love it.

Meh...go sleep super long tiring day ahead. I need my laptop to be revived.....stupid hard drive....lost all my nicely prepared notes. Guess I'll have to prepare them all over again

Unraveling the Mystery obeyed at 10:48 PM

Monday, April 21, 2008

HELLO!!! I'M BACK (not that anyone cares *shrugs*)

Had my first week of lectures, and so far its pretty good. The lectures are very good, they made micro economics and a lot of subjects that I thought would be dry quite interesting. From now on the real work starts. Soon projects will start flowing in and the work is going to get tougher. Can't wait. The gears of my mind are rusted badly, need them to turn again.

Went out with my orientation group yesterday. Went to watch Awake, Awake is...... a vanilla show, neither good nor bad. But there are scenes that show the surgeon cutting Hydan Christiansen's chest, cutting his bones with a bow saw and his beating heart. So if you are squeamish...you might not want to watch. Didn't bother me at all, not sure about people like.. *cough*marcus*cough*

Still looking around for CCAs. Been thinking about this percussion band in NP, seems interesting, going to check them out today. All right got to go prepare for school.

Unraveling the Mystery obeyed at 6:53 AM

Saturday, April 12, 2008

Hello people. Well Friday was the end of BA (Business and Accountancy) orientation. To make a long story short it was as fun as it was lame, which was very. Met a few good fun loving people (mostly seniors) during that time. Explored the NP campus....which I love. I can't wait to start on Tuesday... I dont have school on Monday cause its all tutorials and workshops, which I dont need to attend for the first week.

Dam I forgot what a First Day feels like. Going to class for the first time and seeing so many unfamiliar faces and sitting next to someone you dont know. I guess everything takes time. I know 1 CCA I am going to join. BA society, its the student council of sorts, Matthew better join me xP. Matthew pls send me the X-Men group photo ( Orientation Groups....don't ask). Yes those only not all 60MB of it ty very much....and maybe the group banners, yes even Bomber Man. Thanks a lot.

Church tomorrow...if I can wake up for it...yes I'm horrible.

P.S : Had 1 cute girl in my group....but not same class DAMIT!!....oh well

Unraveling the Mystery obeyed at 11:35 PM